Fuhhhhh.... Just deleting unnecessary post - cleaning session
It turn out that I have so many draft pfffftt , a lot of time wasted to deleted all those posts -_-
As I run through all the old drafts, it took me back to all the bad and good memories .
How my girls through their tough times, it's funny how we growing up together finding ourselves and the maturity that we desperately looking for - we are still behave like kids -
I still remembered that when we were in lab, three of us were playing with strings that we should used it for experiment that day - running around in lab, make a circle with that string and put it on people's head and obviously make other people annoyed -
Then there is our classmate that said ' We already in Form 5, why are you guys acting childishly ? '
We were just looked at her and gave her a looked 'like we care' . And continued playing with that strings .
Sometimes that thing that we did isn't some kind of 'attention seeker'
But it just some expression that can be made by us so we make each other happy cause we understand our own problem . just us . So if people say that we are childish, yes we are .
So that's why we were so so so looking and searching for our own maturity .
Other kids can expressed their problems by so many ways, so cause of we have a lot in common so we do it in own way . But when we left alone we were like earthworm when exposed to the sun . All thing that we did there always goes wrong .
So, we are close to walk in our own ways - enter the university - , continuing finding ourselves and reaching our own goals . I hope that all the difficulties , crying, laughter that we have been through will make us stronger and keep fighting till the end . Maybe we stumble now but there still hope upon us . May Allah blessed us along our journey . Amin .